Computer Pornography

So, the wise
and not-so-wise
advise
against looking
at pornography,
but I see
nothing wrong
with looking
as long as
you don't get
sucked into it,
so, I like
to take a quick look,
because it is
such a potent drug
that I see things,
interesting things,
after looking,
and I usually look at
heterosexual stuff,
which is cool,
and I would suggest a glance
at homosexual stuff,
in order to deal
with any possible
homophobia,
and they have everything
on this computer deal,
so let's get free
and enjoy ourselves!

Blessings And Curses

When I was a little kid,
my mother taught me
how to pray,
and I did,
so I decided
to bless
my family
and everybody else
in the world,
and the funny thing is
that the blessings
did happen,
because the family
suffered terribly
and had an awful time
in life,
I just didn't know
that was what a blessing is,
because it is taught
that being blessed by God
is something like getting rich
and happy,
but today
because of an understanding
of Jesus' Sermon On The Mount,
I understand
that the real blessing
is painful suffering
and that it is a curse
to be rich.

Time Stopped

When I was young,
I wrote in an empty frame of mind
that time had stopped,
and I wondered about this
for years,
like about what I meant
by that,
and now,
I have a hunch
that I get it,
and that is
that time has never existed,
and that all there is here
is space
with objects that are moving and changing,
so there is only this eternal moment
of now,
with no past
and no future
only a big eternal now,
and I figure
that we are deluded about this,
because it is really hard
to think this way,
so I guess
time has stopped,
so think about it
if you want to.