Back to Zen Again

So, I quit Zen,
for about fifteen hours,
because I got
so mad at it,
but it's an addictive thing,
like religion can be,
so I had
to make some changes
to my practice,
because meditation
stuffs up
my already too stuffed up
head,
and causes it
to get angry,
so now
I am chanting
my mantra,
out loud,
for practice,
and I'm not sitting on my mat and cushion,
I'm standing
or sitting in a chair,
so it seems
to work better,
and even though
I get pissed off
about Zen,
I just can't quit!