The Perfect Macaroni And Cheese

I don't know
if I remember correctly,
but it seems to me
that one time
in my life
when I was a child,
that I had
some macaroni and cheese
which was perfect.
Ever since then,
I have been trying
all kinds
of macaroni and cheese
and none of them
have quite had it,
like that early memory.
Maybe, it was only
some Platonic ideal
macaroni and cheese,
or some dream
macaroni and cheese.
I tried the box, the can,
the frozen, and the homemade,
but nothing can match
my dream macaroni and cheese.
Zen would say,
"It's all good!",
but I don't know,
I think that at sometime
I once had
perfection.