Today

This morning,
I woke up
to a spiritual war
with Mara
or somebody
or other,
and it bummed
me out,
so I decided,
enough
with my spiritual junk,
and to sit around
and comtemplate matters,
and so I decided
that spiritual junk
is not going
to cure
a busted brain
like I have,
and instead,
it will probably make
matters worse,
so I'm still
doing a little bit
just for insurance,
but have thought
about it,
and figure
to say
screw it.